Currently Playing Suit By Nelly see related

STiLL HERE THiNKiNG ABOUT MY UNCLE..  iTS SO HARD TO THiNK THAT HES NOT GOiNG TO BE THERE ONCE THANKSGiViNG COMES STUFFiNG HiS FACE WiTH FOOD AND HAViNG THAT NORMAL FAMiLY FiGHT WE ALWAYS HAVE ABOUT WHAT TO WATCH ON TV AND HOW THERE iS NO SPACE AND WHOS ANNOYiNG WHO..  iTS GOiNG TO BE SO EMPTY WiTHOUT HiM..  A HOLE iS iN MY FAMiLY AND CANNOT BE PATCHED LiKE A HOLE iN YOUR PANTS..  THiS HOLE WiLL NEVER BE MENDED..

PEOPLE SAY EVERYTHiNG HAPPENS FOR A REASON.. BUT THATS A LOAD OF BULLSHiT.. BKUZ THERE iS NO REASON FOR EVERYTHiNG TO GO WRONG ALL AT ONCE..

FOR EVERYONE WHO DOESNT KNOW.. MY UNCLE DIED 2 DAYS AGO.. HE WAS ONLY 44 YEARS OLD AND LEFT HIS WIFE AND THREE CHiLDREN..  ONE IS ALREADY GROWN UP AND IN COLLEGE BUT THE OTEHR TWO ARE STILL YOUNG.. MY LITTLE COUSIN LORENZO IS ONLY LIKE 12 AND MY LITTLE COUSIN FRANCESCA IS ONLY 7..  HE HAD A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK.. I DONT KNOW WHY HE HAD TO DIE.. ITS TOO SOON.. I MISS HIM SO MUCH AND WISH HE WERE STILL ALIVE.. I DONT KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO BE ABLE TO LOOK AT HIM AT THE FUNERAL AND AT THE WAKE.. I CANT SEE HIM DEAD.. THEY NEVER LOOK THE SAME NO MATTER HOW MUCH MAKEUP THEY HAVE ON.. THEY ALWAYS LOOK FAKE.. ITS GOING TO KILL ME TO SEE HIM.. IM JSUT PRAYING I DONT FAINT OR N E THING..

ON TOP OF THIS MY BOYFRIEND DECIDED THAT HE WANTED TO TAKE A BREAK BECAUSE HIS MUSIC CAREER IS GETTING REALLY BIG AND HE HAS ALOT OF STRESS.. SO HE PICKS THIS WEEKEND TO TELL ME THIS.. HOW NICE IS THAT.. THE WEEKEND WHEN MY FUCKING UNCLE HAS TO DIE HE DECIDES TO FUCKING BREAK UP WITH ME.. WHAT PERFECT FUCKING TIMEING.. AND DO I GET AN IM SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS?? NO HE DOESNT SAY FUCKING ANYTHING.. I FUCKING HATE LIFE.. ALL I HAVE TO LIVE FOR IS MY FRIENDS FAMILY AND BASKETBALL.. THATS IT.. AND WHEN I SAY MY FRIENDS ONLY MY CLOSE FRIENDS.. NOT MY ACQUAINTANCES.. MY CLOSE PERSONAL BEST FRIENDS TILL THE END OF THE EARTH AND BEYOND FRIENDS...  MY LIFE SUCKS..

YOU KNOW WHAT REALLY SUCKS.. MY FUCKING LITTLE COUSIN LORENZO HAD TO WITNESS HIS FATHERS DEATH.. MY UNCLE HAD A HEART ATTACK WHILE HELPING HIM WITH HIS HOMEWORK.. I MISS HIM SO MUCH...

UNCLE VINNY.. YOU ARE TRUELY MISSED... NOW AND FOREVER.. I PRAY YOU FIND MY GRANDMOTHER AND WATCH OVER ME FOREVER.. I LOVE YOU..

R.I.P. UNCLE VINNY - 10/28/04

Currently Playing Confessions By Usher see related

MY BOYFRiENDS GAY.. i AM SERiOUSLY HATiNG HiM.. EVER SiNCE THE NiGHT WE HAD THAT HUGE FiGHT iTS BEEN DiFFERENT..  OH i DiDNT TELL ABOUT THE FiGHT.. WELL iT WAS LONG AND HARSH.. HE WAS MAD BKUZ HE LOVES ME AND HE DiDNT KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT HiS FEELiNGS BKUZ HE KNOWS THE WAY i AM ABOUT MOViNG TO FAST AND HE WAS ASKiNG FOR MY ADViCE ON WHAT TO DO ABOUT iT..  HOW COULD YOU ASK FOR MY ADViCE ON SOMETHiNG LiKE THAT.. HELOOO iM GOiNG OUT WiTH HiM.. COME ON ANY PERSON WiTH COMMON SENSE WOULD SEE THAT.. AND SO HE FLiPPED OUT ON ME AND DUMPED ME..  THEN HE SED HE WAS SORRY AND THAT HE LOVED ME.. BUT WE WERE STiLL BROKEN UP.. THEN THE NEXT DAY i HAD TO CALL HiM TO SEE WHAT WAS GOiNG ON AND i HAD TO ASK iF WE WERE BACK TO NORMAL..  AND NOW TOMORROW iS ONE FREAKiNG MONTH FOR US AND HE DOESNT KNOW iF HE iS GOiNG TO GO TO THE PARK..  MAYBE HES JUST DOiNG iT TO BUST MY CHOPS AND HE iS GOiNG TO SHOW UP WiTH LiKE FLOWERS OR SOMETHiNG SWEET LiKE THAT BUT i WOULDNT PUT iT PAST HiM iF HE FORGOT..  i SERiOUSLY WOULDNT.. 

ANYWAYS.. ON A GOOD NOTE.. i MADE A COOL NEW FRiEND THiS WEEKEND.. HiS NAME iS JOE.. HE SKATEBOARDS.. HE iS SPONSERED BY SKATER SHOE COMPANiES AND EVERYTHiNG.. HES REALLY GOOD AND HE iS TEACHiNG ME HOW TO SKATEBOARD.. iM DOOiNG REALLY WELL..!! iM SO PROUD OF MY SELF.. LOL.. THiS KiDS REALLY COOL.. HE MAY BE  A YEAR YOUNGER THAN ME BUT OH WELL.. HES MADD COOL.. AND HE MAY HAVE GOTTEN LEFT BACK ONE YEAR SO THAT MAKES HiM iN 8TH GRADE.. BUT i DONT CARE BKUZ HES MADD FUNN TO CHiLL WiTH..  WELL i GUESS THATS ALL.. SEE YA!!

Currently Playing 1985 By Bowling for Soup see related

iM SO CONFUSED.. MY BOYFRiEND WHO i JUST MENTiONED iS TELLiNG ME THAT HE HAS SO MANY FEELiNGS FOR ME AND iTS SCARiNG HiM.. i DUNO WHAT TO DO.. WE HAVENT EVEN BEEN GOiNG OUT FOR A MONTH.. HE TOLD ME HE LOVES ME BEFORE WE EVEN STARTED GOiNG OUT.. iM SO CONFUSED!

HELP!!!